想念你

Candy gal,

你好吗？

我很想很想你，半夜一点半了， 还是 睡不着，非常想你。。。

不知你现在怎样了， 如果你真的做了我的干女儿，不知你还会不会记得我？就算是一点点也好，但如果你已忘了，我也会很高兴很满意了，就算是一点点也好也是上天对我的恩赐！

宝贝， 你好好的走你的另一个路吧，我会永远的祝福你！

Love you and miss you forever

Mommy

Christmas day

Candy gal,

Today is xmas day, the 1st xmas day without you! my heart still bleeding….

A xmas without you is meaningless to me , I totally forget to  buy present for everyone,  except Jas as she requested of what she want for her xmas gift.

I remember that every xmas day, I will cook your fav cheese chicken chop or pork chop for you and you will happliy enjoy your xmas feast, bcos I will added with extra cheese.

This year I still cook, but grill chicken instead but no more joy while cooking.

how I wish you can be here happlily enjoy your xmas feast….

Loving & missing you always!

Mummy

I miss you….

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart… I Miss You…

Days go by so fast, not a day do I not think of you. Missing you is the hardest part of my days, my days without you..

 Always knew looking back on the tears would make me sad. but i never knew looking back on the laughs would also make me cry.

I love you with all my heart, but i didn’t know true love hurts so hard, I love and I miss you, every single second I wanna be with you.

miss your cuddles i miss your kisses but most of all i miss you!The love i have will neva change as each day goes by i will love you till the day i die. ~by zippeee.

I’m not alone, but I am lonely without you.~Mary Martin.

Happy birthday my darling

我亲爱的宝贝，明天是你的生日，我再也不能为你唱生日歌！没法让你过多几个快乐的生日，是我的遗憾！ 谢谢你为我带来八年的欢乐，给了我八年不求回报的爱！但愿你在另一个世界找的你的另一生幸福！也谢谢你为我留下一生美丽的回忆

You birthday

My dearist sister candy,

     Today is your birthday, me and mummy were sad.  But don’t be sad too. I think daddy had forgot your birthday.
 But me and mummy will never forget your birthday everyyear and forever. 

    Today will you go in to my dream? My sister candy. And we can’t sing a birthday song with you forever. I know  when you pass away  you will forget us, but we will not forget untill we are old. Things will always happen like that you know. 

So,wish you will come back to us or in our dream. Good bye candy and I wish you will find your best friend in the sky or rainbow brige . We wish you a happy birthday.
Bye candy.

From your dearist sister jasmine

5th month!

五月二号，今天是你离开我的第五个月了，思念没有因时间的过去而减少。。。

Sleepless night

Candy gal, mummy 又睡不着了，又在想你了，现在已经是快两点钟了，我还在

睡不着，就起身看你的照片,用Ipad写这blog 给你，你的一切一切又一幕幕的在我的脑里出现, 心情没法平静下来，好想好想你！我的Candy, ah di, di gal, di ah…我喜欢这样叫你，没次我这样叫你时， 你总是头y y 的， 看我为什么叫你， 如果你在房里，你也会走到房门边，看我叫你做什么，好可爱，现在，门边没了你那小小的身影，很无奈！

作天，Jas 忽然哭了，我问她为什么？ 她说想你，我们又抱在一起哭了，我真的很想很想你！买了这样多的狗狗soft toys 回来， 还是无法填下心理空空的洞，没法，就连一个小角头也填不到！

Missing you

It’s so hard out here without you
but I’m not allowed to let it show

I must pretend all is fine
everyone thinks all’s okay
but what I never ever tell them
Is that I cry for you every day

My birthday

Candy gal, 明天是我的生日，但我一点也不开心，因为这一个没有你的第一个生日，没有你就不没义义了，如果有你在， 那有多好！

miss you!

I know I can’t be there, my gal, it’s alright, I’ll be waiting for you tonight. I pray that you’ll be there, when I close my eyes, meet me in my dreams tonight! ~by Boys 2 Men.

If the days won’t allow us to see each other, memories will, and if my eyes can’t see you, my heart will never forget you. ~ by Wale Olabode